Backpacking through Europe in 1994

Day 3 • September 9, 1994
Dublin, Ireland


On this day I discovered one of my most revered locations on the planet: Windmill Lane in Dublin, Ireland, home to U2’s legendary Windmill Lane Studio, where they recorded many of their albums.

I couldn’t believe I was actually there, taking pictures of the very spot where U2 created the music that had been with me since I was 14 years old, when I first saw them on MTV in 1985. That same music kept me company as an exchange student in Australia in 1988–89, through my time at Arizona State University, and during those dark days at UNK. It was the soundtrack of my life.

I had even seen them live three times on the Zoo TV tour — in Tempe when I was at ASU, and at the big outdoor shows in Ames, Iowa and Denver, Colorado with my Dome Crew brother Tim “Skratch” Skrastins.

And now, on September 9, 1994, I would discover Windmill Lane, see it with my own eyes, walk along it, touch the walls, even leave my own graffiti — the whole time taking pictures to prove I was really there.

This was one of the greatest days of my life — but it started off as one of the worst!


Windmill Lane – U2’s Sacred Ground

This is Windmill Lane, home to U2’s legendary Windmill Lane Studio — the place where they recorded some of their most iconic albums, including The Joshua Tree and Rattle and Hum.

For years I had dreamed of standing on this exact spot, and I had no idea the it would look like this. The walls were completely covered in layers of graffiti from fans who had made the pilgrimage before me. I walked slowly, taking it all in, running my hands along the stones, and eventually leaving my own mark among the thousands of others.

This wasn’t just a street. This was sacred ground. The birthplace of music that had carried me, comforted me, and given me hope throughout my life.


My Photographs from today in Dublin


Day 3 – Dublin, Ireland 9-9-94

This has been a most bizarre day. I had the worst thing happen and most possibly the best thing happened.

Let me start at the beginning. I woke up at 9:30, and had the free breakfast - bread, jam, cheese, juice and coffee. I was a little tired though. Make that a lot tired, because I went back to sleep until after 2:00.

This really threw off my plans for the day - I was hoping to wake up before noon. Anyway, I had to hustle to make it to the Guinness brewery for their last tour at 3:30.

Some lady gave me the wrong bus numbers and a 20-minute trip took an hour and a half. I was really mad and anxious because I really wanted to see the brewery, and this was my last chance.

The bus made it there at 3:29.

I hopped off, ran up to the window as they were getting ready to close but I made it. I took my ticket and stepped inside and that's when it hit me - I left my camera backpack on the bus.

My backpack with over $2,000 of camera equipment in it.

The backpack that contained my whole existence, and the primary reason for doing this trip. All I had was the Canon EOS 630 camera on my neck.

As soon as I could, I ran from the tour back outside, found a payphone and called the bus company. But because it was a Friday afternoon, they wouldn't have it in lost and found until Monday morning.

The trouble is, I'm going to be in France Monday morning.

So I flagged down the next bus driver and asked him how long it took a bus to complete a whole circuit. He said about an hour to an hour and a half.

Then I sat at the stop, in the rain, checking each bus that came by (every 8 minutes). After an hour and 45 minutes, I was getting very nauseous and dizzy.

The next bus, however, was my salvation.

The driver started waving at me as he pulled up. He noticed that I had left my camera bag right away, and he had kept it beside him the whole time. I thanked him profusely - about a million or so times - and haven't let go of it since.

I didn't want to take another bus for a while, so I walked back to check on times for the trip to Tours, France. (Olivier and his family lived in Tours).

It looks like I will be spending a day in London, but more on that later.

So much for the bad shit - here's where the day got good. I walked over to Windmill Lane Studio, U2’s recording studio. It was on a tiny little side street that I would have never found had it not been for John at The Garage Bar giving me directions last night. As I approached, my pulse quickened, and when I saw the street sign for Windmill Lane, my heart skipped a beat.

But as I turned the corner and saw what lay before me, my heart stopped altogether.

It was a shrine, a temple, a holy place made by fans from the world over. The whole block, about 50 yards long, was covered in spray painted tribute to the band and its individual members.

“BONO, YOU’RE GOD”

“LARRY, I WANT YOU IN ME”

“I was a sailor, I was lost at sea, I was under the waves until U2 rescued me.”

“Bono, I can live with you, but never without you”

“U2 RULES THE WORLD

“FUCK THE REVOLUTION!”

“ROCK AND ROLL STOPS THE TRAFFIC”

“U2 IS THROWING THEIR ARMS AROUND THE WORLD”

“Bono, remember wet kisses in Berlin during ‘Throwing Your Arms Around The World?’ I do!”

“Bono, thanks for dancing with me in Sydney!”

“I’ve found a new religion called Bonoism”

“Bono, all I want is you!”

“U2, DON’T FLY AWAY”

“I’m Going To Run To You, Run To You”

“U2, YOU’VE SAVED ME!”

Someone had painted the whole lyrics to the song “One” on the sidewalk. It took up about 50 feet. Someone else painted Mr. McPhisto (Bono’s alter-ego) on the sidewalk.

And the names. Layers and layers and layers of names.

And now there is one more name, mine, and one more message: “U2, You’ll Never Know What You Inspired Me To Do!”

(This was it! I found what I was looking for! No matter what happened the rest of this adventure through Europe - or this adventure through life - I could claim for the rest of my life I had been to Windmill Lane.)

After spending about an hour reading other people's messages and taking pictures, I continued walking, and before I knew it had stumbled upon a place where a scene from U2’s concert movie “Rattle and Hum” had been filmed - the docks of Dublin. (I had seen this movie countless times and to be standing here gave me goosebumps).

It began raining, so I turned to go home. But I couldn't resist walking along Windmill Lane one last time. It ranks up there as one of the most fascinating things I've ever laid eyes on.

I made it back to the hostel thoroughly wet. I showered, changed, and called Olivier. When I told him I was arriving in Tours at 7:15 AM, he asked me if I could drink champagne that early. I told him not to worry.

I guess I'm not too out of touch with America, because when I went into the TV room in the hostel, the 1994 MTV Music Video Awards show was on. I watched that, rolled some film from my bulk loader into empty canisters so I’d be ready to take pictures tomorrow, wrote a postcard to Bob and now I’m going to bed.


Although I missed the Guinness brewery tour, I did get a visitor’s guide.


A Reflection from 2026 - What This Day Was Really About

September 9, 1994 was a perfect microcosm of my entire 100-day journey — and of my life.

It started with failure and despair: missing the Guinness tour, then losing my camera bag (and with it, every photograph I had taken so far). For nearly two hours I sat in the rain, sick with panic, convinced my whole reason for being in Europe had just vanished. There are no pictures from that part of the day because my cameras were gone.

And then came the miracle.

The bus driver — that quiet angel — returned everything. My life’s work was saved.

Hours later, I turned the corner onto Windmill Lane and walked into a living cathedral of color, love, and devotion. I stood among thousands of messages from people just like me — people who had been saved by the same music. And in that moment, I finally understood.

I didn’t just come to Europe to take pictures.

I came to be rescued.

This day — more than any other — shows the real story I’m telling: that even when everything feels lost, even when you’ve made terrible mistakes, even when you’re sitting in the rain thinking it’s all over… something bigger is still watching over you.

That’s why this project matters.

I’m not just sharing old photos and journal entries. I’m showing people what it looks like when a broken 22-year-old kid refuses to give up — and how, one small act of courage at a time, he found his way back to life.

This day is the heart of my story.

And the fact that I’m still telling it, thirty-two years later, with the same passion and gratitude… that’s the real miracle.